urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody i thought i'd hold out for something more but i can't wait Kristen 2007-10-18T03:33:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:51573 2007-10-18T03:33:01Z 2007-10-18T03:33:01Z &nbsp;my birthday = amazing<br />&nbsp;my friends = amazing<br />&nbsp;my boyfriend = amazing<br /><br />couldn't ask for anything more. haven't stopped smiling all day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:49715 2007-09-03T18:29:36Z 2007-09-03T18:29:36Z the ataris &nbsp;well well well... moving back into wonderful chester in two days. and i am actually really excited. our apartment is going to be amazinggggg. now i just have to pack, which i don't feel like doing but whatevs, i'm excited to see everyone again!!! my family went to nagshead OBX NC a week ago. it was fucking awesome. i hung out with frank last night, he just got home from iraq and it was really nice to see him. we talked about old times and he told me a lot of the stuff going on while he was overseas. we hung out with his friends mike and sue and they're cool as well. we drank forties and twisted tea (girly drinks). we walked to the waterfront which was so fucking cool. and basically it just felt really good to see him again. todayyyy i am supposed to go to camden to see b-randon's new apartment. we'll see about that. i don't feel like driving into camden really. oh p.s. 8 months for us yesterday, pretty sweet. i actually forgot all about it and he reminded me today. so whateva. i'll probably work out in a few, and then get some shit together for school. my life is pretty much the best thing ever right now, i just don't think most people are deserving of the details. sooo... as cristina would say peace love and gap suckaaassss.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p.s. last night i got a so called born and raised punk rocker to say the format is a damn good fucking band! WOO! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:47527 2007-06-22T21:37:40Z 2007-06-22T21:37:40Z <font size="2">16 things to do at wal-mart<br /><br /><br />1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.<br /><br />2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals.<br /><br />3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.<br /><br />4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,<br />" 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens.<br /><br />5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&amp;M's on lay away.<br /><br />6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. **<br /><br />7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.<br /><br />8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,<br />"Why can't you people just leave me alone?" **<br /><br />9. Look right into the security camera &amp; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.<br /><br />10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.<br /><br />11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.<br /><br />12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.<br /><br />13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through,<br />say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!" **<br /><br />14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..<br />"NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!" **<br /><br />15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here! **<br /><br />16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "go, pikachu, go!" **</font><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:44725 2007-04-08T20:05:33Z 2007-04-08T20:05:33Z i feel sick. i can't believe it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:41651 2007-03-02T23:24:20Z 2007-03-02T23:24:20Z the format 1. Who (or what event) has had the biggest impact on the person you are today?<br /><br />this is definitely a hard question to answer because so many things have had such a big impact on my life, however; i will have to say meeting demms and being friends with rose bender for so long because they are the only ones that let you just be who you are, they've taught me so many things because they each have a unique addicting personality, this past summer i've learned the most about myself than i ever have before because of them. i honestly think they've made me a better person, and it's even better because i know all 4 of them love me unconditionally.<br /><br /><br />2. What was your first kiss like?<br /><br />my first kiss was scary, i won't say who it was with, but just that it happened in the woods at a football game and i can happily laugh about it today. it was a mediocre first kiss. and pretty cute.<br /><br />3. If you could relive 24 hour period (think Groundhog's Day) which would you choose?<br /><br />i would re-live the time rose, kristen, cristina, me, justine, bill, bryan and eric all went to justine's shore house, or when a certain 3 people were trippppppin' and T called everyone's cellphones and we went to magical field with 40's. those were 2 of my favorite days ever. they were hilarious as always too.<br /><br />4. What band is your guilty pleasure?<br /><br />i feel like most people would say the fact that i still listen to the backstreet boys and love them is a guilty pleasure, but i'm not embarrassed by it, so maybe i'll have to go with fall out boy on this one. they're kinda gay now, but i still kinda like them.<br /><br />5. If you could place yourself in any movie which would you pick?<br /><br />i'd definitely pick "it's pat" if you haven't seen it you have to. it's my favorite movie of all time and ween is in it, so that makes it double awesome. haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:40844 2007-02-24T19:59:19Z 2007-02-24T19:59:19Z kyle keesler isssssss a faggot. fuck you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:40564 2007-02-20T01:56:08Z 2007-02-20T01:56:08Z i can't. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:40365 2007-02-18T23:16:56Z 2007-02-18T23:16:56Z i love the fakeness we call life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:38141 2007-01-14T06:39:20Z 2007-01-14T06:39:20Z say anything i think for the first time in a very long time i can believe that everything is going to be okay, no matter what. i'm extremely happy and i have totally forgotten what that feels like. DEMMS couldn't be anymore amazing, the widener crew is awesome, and brandon is my favorite ever. the one thing i can't stand is being on 5 different medications for 4 different reasons. i have to get myself better, i really have to. but i can't complain because i am a very lucky girl and i try to remind myself that everyday. i'm going back to school tomorrow for the spring semester and i'm not exactly ready to work my ass off again, but i guess i'll do it anyway. goodnight everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:37657 2007-01-05T13:47:09Z 2007-01-05T13:47:09Z the early november my life is spectacular in just about every way possible. i have the best friends in the whole entire world, i don't know what i'd do without them. my boyfriend (what?) is cute sometimes... maybe. kidding. or am i? i'm so happy with the way i've turned out "when i said i hate what i've become, i lied i hated who i was." my attitude towards everything is so much different than it was a year ago. glorious. in 2 days i'm venturing to the poconos with my widener crew for 3 days of pandemonium. i'm excited, it's going to be verrrrrrry interesting. however i will miss all my little boys and girls here. because they're so darn cute. you know, i really don't even like writing in LJ anymore, but this insomnia thing is kiiiiiiillllllllliiiiiinnnnnngggggggg me and so i'm bored. it's getting really fucking annoying actually. you'd think after 2 straight nights of not sleeping a person would be tired and pass out. nope, not me. AWESOME. i need to go buy more tylenol pm. well i hope you enjoyed this pointlessness. i'm gonna go continue to NOT sleep. love you all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:37581 2006-12-29T20:15:20Z 2006-12-29T20:15:20Z life is good. home has been awesome. i love my friends. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:36915 2006-12-27T05:00:01Z 2006-12-27T05:00:01Z bryan needs to remember who was there for him when he got sent to jail and other occasions. that fucking kid doesn't know what the fuck he put me through. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:33616 2006-11-28T06:39:42Z 2006-11-28T06:39:42Z he makes me so happy. &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:32729 2006-11-21T16:36:12Z 2006-11-21T16:36:12Z I lost my memory <br />In a cab back in the city <br />It's somewhere off of Lexington <br />Just something that the east coast does to me <br />Makes me forget who I am <br /><br />Well so c'mon and hold me <br />Don't put out the lights <br />I wanna see that look in your eyes <br />I know that lately <br />I've been out of your sight <br />Being here has never felt so right <br /><br /><font color="#ff00ff" size="4">I'm falling in love with you <br />Balloons or no balloons <br />So it's time I forget the past <br />And just learn to love what I have <br />'Cause I love waking up to your laugh, oh <br /></font><br />Something about the midwest sun and oh <br />It makes me miss you more than life <br />Could be the trees that stand alone in the fields <br />They remind me every couple of miles <br />I'd love to stop our lives, stop everything <br />Just so we could move far away <br />We'll live alone together with the sweat of the summer <br />With the chill of the cold winter air, oh yeah <br /><br />I'm falling in love with you <br />For more reasons than 22 <br />So it's time I forget the past <br />And just learn to love what I have <br />'Cause I love waking up to your laugh, yeah, whoa, oh whoa <br /><br />Won't you put it in drive <br />C'mon and get me back home <br />I'll spend the rest of my life <br />With only you by my side <br /><br />Alright <br /><br />I'm falling in love with you <br />Balloons or no balloons <br />It's time I forget the past <br />And just learn to love what I have <br />'Cause I love waking up to your laugh, yeah, whoa, oh whoa <br /><br /><font color="#00ff00"><font size="6">Won't you put it in drive <br />C'mon and get me back home <br />I'll spend the rest of my life <br />With only you by my side</font>&nbsp;<br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="3">you can say that i'm kind of obsessed with my friends.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:30824 2006-11-07T20:00:44Z 2006-11-07T20:00:44Z i want to do something extraordinary. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:30286 2006-11-02T03:15:40Z 2006-11-02T03:15:40Z i want to be pretty so bad. not to other people but to myself. inside and out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:22709 2006-09-04T06:59:02Z 2006-09-04T06:59:02Z well haddonfield, i'm out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:20580 2006-08-24T18:53:04Z 2006-08-24T18:54:33Z dear kristen emily stapler (the other half to the molecule),<br /><br />i have been thinking about you all day long. and i'm really sad that i won't be getting any phone calls saying "hurry up and come out and play with me!" i won't ever meet anyone that talks as fast as you. haha. or feels like rubber like you do. i already miss hearing you laugh at absolutely everything. who is going to cry in cars with me while everyone else is talking to nate? haha. i'm so glad you were there that night because i think you are the only one that could have understood how bad it felt. ahh i've known you for so long, and we grew apart. but luckily sales & ad. brought us back. i'm going to mail you a package soon, and hopefully it will make you laugh, so i need your address. i'm so happy that i got to hang out with you every single day this summer. you are an awesome girl and i miss you soooooooo much right now. i know it may not seem like it to you, but you are a big part of my life and you mean so much to me. it seems so unreal that you are even gone at this moment. i'm proud of myself for not crying in front of you. i tried to laugh instead. but now i'm crying for you and i can't stop. i can't wait to see you again. i love you little girl. so much. &lt;3<br /><br /><br />love always,<br />kristen (the other one and your molecule half) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:20147 2006-08-22T06:15:17Z 2006-08-22T06:15:17Z i have a lot to say. i will say it later when these sleeping pills are not flowing through me. i'm just anxious and needed to say that i have a lot to say. i also have a lot to do. i'm leaving now. bed. sleep. finally. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:19848 2006-08-18T13:22:13Z 2006-08-18T13:22:13Z this is the weirdest feeling in the world. 2 down. a lot more to go? i love you justine and eric. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:15133 2006-07-23T19:06:36Z 2006-07-23T19:06:36Z it's funny how some people STILL aren't catching on, and STILL don't get it. the only people i need are the ones i was with last night. i don't stay friends with people i feel have stabbed me in the back. do what you want just keep me out of it. in less than a month a giant weight will be lifted off of my shoulder, and i'm telling you right now that this is the first time that i have thought about it like that. but i don't care anymore. it's not fun being the only one that cares so fuck it. last night was my first day/night back out in like 3 days because i have been stuck at home with first degree burns and sun poisoning (worst thing ever). so in those 3 painful days i had a lot of time to think, and as i was laying in my bed still saying to myself "i just don't get it" i realized that there is nothing to get. it is what it is and there's nothing anyone can do about it. and that's fine. apparently there is no making sense of anything anymore. i figured out that no one knows why anyone gives their entire heart away to one person and loves them and cares about them. so why should anyone know why suddenly someone breaks that heart and just stops loving and caring at the drop of a hat? exactly. it's just something that i don't even care about solving anymore. and like cristina said i still have to turn off certain songs, and i can't walk by certain places or look at certain things, i've stopped wondering whether or not any of that sparks a memory for the other person, i'm just focusing on getting it all out of my head. i'm pretty much fine now. believe it or not there are bigger, more important issues in my life, things have happened that i never thought i would see or experience first hand, i have heard secrets that i never thought could ever be real. but it is real. and it's scary as hell. but if i'm okay after this past month, then i will be okay after anything. i don't believe in anything anymore, i don't have hope for anything, i don't think love really exists, i don't think i will ever care about anyone the way i have before. and i'm okay with that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:14836 2006-07-18T21:10:54Z 2006-07-18T21:10:54Z don't pretend to be my friend. and don't do something you know is fucked up and then expect me to be all like "omg i miss you so much let's hang out i love you" because that's bullshit. and i don't want anything to do with you or those involved anymore. respect it and leave me the fuck alone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:14417 2006-07-17T06:39:52Z 2006-07-17T06:39:52Z to everybody: think what you want. you know nothing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:14301 2006-07-16T18:17:59Z 2006-07-16T18:17:59Z i'm sorry i know i said friends only but this was important enough for everyone to see. after last night i don't even feel real anymore. nothing else matters. i've never felt so much emotion in one hour. i don't think i've ever cried for someone that hard. it makes me realize that everything i cared about before is so insignificant and not worth a single feeling i have inside of me. i learned things about my best friends that i never knew before. i'm glad someone feels safe enough with me to trust me with their secrets. and i'd run through wet fields at 2am for any one of my friends. i don't need the immature and naive people that i once knew. i don't think i've ever met another group of people that care about each other more than everyone last night. i'm proud to be with who i am right now. fuck everyone else. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rock_mybody:13994 2006-07-13T20:05:54Z 2006-07-13T20:05:54Z shiny toy guns <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b236/krisgargx/chickenlittle.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br /><br /><br />i feel like the rest of my entries will now be crowned friends only. unless something extra hilarious happens and i feel the whole world should know. if you want to be my friend then comment and i'll decide. my trust issues are growing.